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Torture All Gays To Death - Christian Martin Reign

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This is Life of Ton Paliin, a gay person tortured to death for being gay.
It is 100% Based on Real Life Story.
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You would think that if God is meant to be compassionate then he would love all innocent victims of torture.
Well, God is indeed compassionate, He is just watching dearly, waiting to give His mercy and judgement to all. He knows well who are those in trouble, and he's giving peace to all of those afterwards. Remember, are life on earth is short, which means, our suffering is short, what we're going to pay attention is our life after, living on heaven, which is longer than living on earth.
 
If I will live once more and choose…
I won’t choose anything…
…but rather not to live at all! —​
Paulo’s leaning against the wall, his back is curved following
the pillow pressed on the wall. It is flowing down to the bed
subsiding with the weight it carries. The room is dark, and all black
pitch is what he sees, but the emotion he has is sadder than his room.
The yellow light outside from the post on the street passes on
the window that lightens inches long on the left side of the room. It’s
the only light that illuminates the room; the linoleum sparkling just
adding a glare, but inside of him, there’s no light at all.
His lashes are wet. His cheeks have runs of water. He even
tastes his tears’ saltiness, but he won’t close his mouth, nor wipe his
face, he’s frozen. He is crying in silence, he mastered crying without
talking or moaning. He doesn’t want people inside the house to hear
him, and also his neighbors who’s an inch wall apart from his room.
The sound of his cry, even heard by anyone won’t help his
pain, not even his mother who will just hit him again. His mother
never understands his pain when he tries to speak about his feelings,
and all she’d say is he’s overacting that it is just nonsense making her
annoyed.
And in his mind, the same sob he always has. I never had a
chance to choose who I could have been. Every single word dagger to
him. I never like how it started— every phrase he sobs on his head is
so hard on his feeling. And I don’t even want to wait much longer for
the ending of it, I want this life to end, as soon as I can!
There is no night he doesn’t grieve about his life. He’s always
emotional and sensitive of something… Those hot boys— His heart
congested when he see those hot boys in his view,
Those handsome men— people love them, their family must be
so proud of them! Luckiness is by their sides! They must be enjoying
their lives! Paulo started to cry again, imagining how those people’s
lives are so amazing, but for him,
Life isn’t enjoying me— He stops speaking and moaning
through his mind, his feeling is hit hard once more imagining how
bad things is going on. His heart tightens so much that causes him to
close his eyes and tear more. It is cursing me! — Low sound comes
out of his mouth after controlling his self to make no sounds at all
while crying, he can’t hold it anymore. His eyes flow water twice on
each eye again, the water flows to his chin and drops on his shirt. He
looks down, still can’t believe how things is hard on him.
It’s like I have a life, but the life itself that is given to me wants
me to suffer then die. What anger and hate this Creator has given to
me and given me bad fate in my life? Is there really a God? Where is
He? Why won’t He answer my prayers?
He suddenly unaware strike himself with his two hands closed
not knowing his sudden anger would hit his legs. He strikes it three
times more because he’s full of eagerness with so much anger that
his prayer is not answered.
ANSWER MY PRAYER!!! YOU DAMN GOD! He strikes more, so
eager, so angry.
MOTHER **** YOU! A prayer he always says every single
night, that, I WANT THIS LIFE TO END! DAMN YOU! KILL ME! NOW!!!
TAKE AWAY MY LIFE, WHAT’S THE USE OF IT IF I’M ALWAYS
PLAYED BY EVERYONE!!!
His last sentence gave him the hardest emotion, from being
strong and so brave shouting at God he is softening because of the
great pain and start crying with sound. He is shaking, he quickly
capped his mouth so no excess sound won’t continue to come out and
he might be heard by someone.
It made him pant while he can’t still understand, why I’m still
alive? Quickly he breathes deep and holds it. Then he put his body
back against the wall and rest his head on the window sill. He
exhales out and inhales deep again to consume the pain back to his
heart. So he can stop it to reach his mouth so he won’t make any
sound crying louder than that he had. He’s worried someone might
hear him grieving. His lips continue to quiver and his eyes can still
deliver channels of tears running, dropping, wetting his shirt.
If my sister Thana, who died when she was a baby able to
survive, then maybe — they would have had enough children. They
wouldn’t think of creating another baby — and for sure, my brother
would still be their youngest child, and they would have been so proud
of hi—
“Ahh!” the pain goes deeper he was unable to control to
screech, hi—m, he’s straight! — HE’S HANDSOME!!!
He closed his eyes that splash the water out and he faces down
feeling dishonor.
“Why have I lived?” He whispers, he touches his mouth again.
His body bends forward, he’s about to fall on the bed, he feels so
weak and giving up. Then he rises again and looks up and leans
against the wall and rests his head again on the window sill.
Unlike me, the exact opposite. Maybe, if I wasn’t able to live in
this world, my family must have been so happy and contented with
their family. Without me, it would have been a peaceful one. But I was
born…
“Ahh!!! Uh!” He quickly covers his mouth with his two hands
pressing it so hard. His hands are terribly shaking, someone might
hear me. I’m scared they’ll kick me again. He must not be heard by
anyone grieving for they’ll just laugh at him or his mother might be
annoyed and kick him again on his head.
What bad fate happened to me that I was born and given a
chance to see and feel the world’s merciless wrath and curse on me?
Every single night the desire to end his pain and life grows stronger,
with the same words coming out of his heart, same feeling of not
wanting to live anymore.

A curse in their family— a black sheep— a gay guy they are
ashamed of! I want to die now! I WISH, I WISH, I was NEVER born in
this world…


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Well, God is indeed compassionate, He is just watching dearly, waiting to give His mercy and judgement to all. He knows well who are those in trouble, and he's giving peace to all of those afterwards. Remember, are life on earth is short, which means, our suffering is short, what we're going to pay attention is our life after, living on heaven, which is longer than living on earth.

How much longer?
 
If you are going to post books with a strong religious content on secular sites you must expect a bit of negative opinion, especially on this one where strong opinions abound.
 
If you are going to post books with a strong religious content on secular sites you must expect a bit of negative opinion, especially on this one where strong opinions abound.
Sparhawk,
As respectfully as I can, I would like to raise question about two assumptions that your comment seems to rely on:
1. Are you really sure this is as exclusively a "secular" site as you seem to imply? Or is this not possibly a mixed site with both people of faith and atheists among its membership?
2. Must there be pushback against books of religious content? Or cannot such books simply be ignored by members of different persuasion?

In other words, do you regard this as a religiously tolerant forum, or as a religiously intolerant forum, by policy? Non-religious doesn't have to mean intolerant.
 
Sparhawk,
As respectfully as I can, I would like to raise question about two assumptions that your comment seems to rely on:
1. Are you really sure this is as exclusively a "secular" site as you seem to imply? Or is this not possibly a mixed site with both people of faith and atheists among its membership?
2. Must there be pushback against books of religious content? Or cannot such books simply be ignored by members of different persuasion?

In other words, do you regard this as a religiously tolerant forum, or as a religiously intolerant forum, by policy? Non-religious doesn't have to mean intolerant.
Good day sir, the book is now completely free. Please go visit my website to download about the religious book. God told me to remove the price of the book, for it came from Him, so definitely it must be given for free. Thank You. http://tagtd.com
 
Sparhawk,
As respectfully as I can, I would like to raise question about two assumptions that your comment seems to rely on:
1. Are you really sure this is as exclusively a "secular" site as you seem to imply? Or is this not possibly a mixed site with both people of faith and atheists among its membership?
2. Must there be pushback against books of religious content? Or cannot such books simply be ignored by members of different persuasion?

In other words, do you regard this as a religiously tolerant forum, or as a religiously intolerant forum, by policy? Non-religious doesn't have to mean intolerant.

Some members who shall go nameless tend to have their knickers in a twist about certain things. Expecting aforementioned nameless members not to react to anything with a hint of religious content would be a miracle.
 
I fail to see the need to discuss forum members' reactions to religious content in this here thread. Please try to stay on topic. :)
 
Good day sir, the book is now completely free. Please go visit my website to download about the religious book. God told me to remove the price of the book, for it came from Him, so definitely it must be given for free. Thank You. http://tagtd.com

I'm curious, if you've received a personal endorsement from God regarding the quality of your writing why do you need a reader poll?
 
I'm curious, if you've received a personal endorsement from God regarding the quality of your writing why do you need a reader poll?
Quality of the writing? I'm not pertaining to the quality of writing, it's the story.
The moment I got here on bookandreader.com, there's one particular post that I got shocked, it's about your post. I've been to many forums, and no one yet is like you. And the moment I read your first post as a reply to me, I can tell that you have so many hate on your heart. How did you hate so much quickly my post when there's nothing to bother about it. There's a reason why you started not liking God. Please tell me what is your hate to God? Everyone is born with a family, and their parents thought them about religion, may I ask you what is your religion? And what anger is on your heart that you don't believe in any God, i guess...
 
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