I have taken much advice and have left the story I was working with alone, but however I have not ceased to write for it is in my blood. So here I have devised something new. Something I just wrote. Nothing serious though. It will not be made into a full story. I've just been writing for the hell of it, and just wanted to share my work with you all whom I respect and admire. Thanks for the help through the past few months.
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MURDER IN THE CLOTH
PROLOGUE
St. Mary’s College, Oscott—Birmingham, England 1988
Inside his safe dorm room, he sits alone. Shrouded by shadow, and veiled in silence, his eyes adjusting to the ever flickering light from a small candle. Hot wax drips and pools into a congealing mass at the base of the candle. The twisted shapes it creates resemble his pained soul. His pen moves sloppily in sorrow as he writes to his parents, spilling his regret for ever allowing them to prod him into the priesthood.
Dearest mother,
I’m afraid I’ve some terrible news. Upon conclusion of my level two year, I was summoned to the rector’s office. Rev. Frederick Black informed me that I was no longer able to continue my studies at this seminary. Unfortunately Mother, there have been some reports of my rather embarrassing and incriminating behavior here on campus. When the rector and the dean of studies got wind of these so called “immoral acts” I was immediately abolished from the program.
Mother it pains me so to tell you of these acts in which I engaged myself. I understand now mother, why you had me placed here all alone in this foreign country. I know of your embarrassment of me. I know now, but at the time I didn’t. Mother, I love you just as much as I love the Lord in which I was willing to serve for the rest of my days, but something evil has overtaken my soul. Something mother, that I can not control. Something that you have know and seen in me for a long time.
I did it Mother. I engaged myself in a sexual relationship with a young level one seminarian. Mother I am a homosexual. I’m sorry for the pain this must cause you and father. I’m sorry for the embarrassment inflicted upon our family, but I can’t hide forever behind the persona of the priesthood. In a very awkward way, I am glad that I’ve been caught, and that now you know about my secrets. I love this young seminarian whose name is Jonathan. I’ve loved him for a long time now. Please try to deal with this in the utmost respect for me and my life, just as I have done for you and father and your choices in life.
I will not return to the states. You will never again have to worry about me being an embracement among our family. I will disappear into the dark night outside of these holy walls tonight, as I am being forced out. Don’t ever forget my love for you and father and my brother and sister. Tell them everyday how much I care, and please take care of yourself. For my life there in the states is over as is my life here at St. Mary’s. I am about to embark upon a new chapter of my life, one that you will not respect, but nonetheless one that I have chosen to lead. May the mercy of the sacred heart of Jesus be with you, and the love of the virgin guide you for you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you.
Respectfully Yours,
Your Son Daniel Brown.
And with the closing of his letter, his head hit with a loud thump against the wooden desk uncontrollably. The empty bottle of Lorazapam fell to the cement floor. Blood trickled out of the gaping wound on his head. Flashes of his mother, father then finally Jonathan filled his vision. With his last breath he whispered aloud “Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil; may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. O Prince of the heavenly host, by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who wander through the world for ruin of souls. Amen.”
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MURDER IN THE CLOTH
PROLOGUE
St. Mary’s College, Oscott—Birmingham, England 1988
Inside his safe dorm room, he sits alone. Shrouded by shadow, and veiled in silence, his eyes adjusting to the ever flickering light from a small candle. Hot wax drips and pools into a congealing mass at the base of the candle. The twisted shapes it creates resemble his pained soul. His pen moves sloppily in sorrow as he writes to his parents, spilling his regret for ever allowing them to prod him into the priesthood.
Dearest mother,
I’m afraid I’ve some terrible news. Upon conclusion of my level two year, I was summoned to the rector’s office. Rev. Frederick Black informed me that I was no longer able to continue my studies at this seminary. Unfortunately Mother, there have been some reports of my rather embarrassing and incriminating behavior here on campus. When the rector and the dean of studies got wind of these so called “immoral acts” I was immediately abolished from the program.
Mother it pains me so to tell you of these acts in which I engaged myself. I understand now mother, why you had me placed here all alone in this foreign country. I know of your embarrassment of me. I know now, but at the time I didn’t. Mother, I love you just as much as I love the Lord in which I was willing to serve for the rest of my days, but something evil has overtaken my soul. Something mother, that I can not control. Something that you have know and seen in me for a long time.
I did it Mother. I engaged myself in a sexual relationship with a young level one seminarian. Mother I am a homosexual. I’m sorry for the pain this must cause you and father. I’m sorry for the embarrassment inflicted upon our family, but I can’t hide forever behind the persona of the priesthood. In a very awkward way, I am glad that I’ve been caught, and that now you know about my secrets. I love this young seminarian whose name is Jonathan. I’ve loved him for a long time now. Please try to deal with this in the utmost respect for me and my life, just as I have done for you and father and your choices in life.
I will not return to the states. You will never again have to worry about me being an embracement among our family. I will disappear into the dark night outside of these holy walls tonight, as I am being forced out. Don’t ever forget my love for you and father and my brother and sister. Tell them everyday how much I care, and please take care of yourself. For my life there in the states is over as is my life here at St. Mary’s. I am about to embark upon a new chapter of my life, one that you will not respect, but nonetheless one that I have chosen to lead. May the mercy of the sacred heart of Jesus be with you, and the love of the virgin guide you for you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you.
Respectfully Yours,
Your Son Daniel Brown.
And with the closing of his letter, his head hit with a loud thump against the wooden desk uncontrollably. The empty bottle of Lorazapam fell to the cement floor. Blood trickled out of the gaping wound on his head. Flashes of his mother, father then finally Jonathan filled his vision. With his last breath he whispered aloud “Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil; may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. O Prince of the heavenly host, by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who wander through the world for ruin of souls. Amen.”